I push people away
Not because I want to be alone because I don’t. I push people away not to hurt the person. I push people away to prevent myself from getting hurt. Selfish as it may be but if no ones going to protect you from getting hurt then all you have is yourself to do that job.
I push people away because I want to see how far people would go for me. If they’d be patient enough to stay with me.
I show that side of me so I know who can handle me at my worst.